disappointment hurts but makes you stronger

well, hey folks

it's been a long long time since my last post

GUESS WHAT!!! I'm not a highschooler anymore. I've graduated (finally) *applause*

MY FEELING: happy but also sad (cliche, but it's so true)

as a college freshmen I'm supposed to be so excited about all of the stuff

the major fact is I DON'T

this is what i want to be happening

and this is reality

SAD?

oh you have no idea how the word "sad" can't describe my feeling

I'm used to get what I want..

but not for this time baby :"(

I felt like I'm just gonna break, die, or disappear

I cried *a lot* I swore *many times* I blamed *how can I be that stupid?*

another major fact i have is.......

I haven't given up just yet or I will never give up to reach my dream

I jumped then I fell but I will jump again twice higher :)

I believe in this theory

God never sleep. He will always give us credit for every single virtue we do, effort we give, and sincerity we have

so nothing is had to be worried

just BRING IT ON!!! I'm ready to suck it up and WIN THE GAME :))